By the time you read this: the space between Cheslie's smile and mental illness : her story in her own words

Preface

Cheslie's story. Introduction ; God had a plan ; Anything could happen ; Are you ready? ; Never enough ; Why our wins mattered ; Learning from my losses ; A puzzle I couldn't solve ; Distinguishing myself from the competition ; The slow burn of solitude ; Trusting my instincts ; Facing the universe ; Sisterhood ; Determining my own destiny

April's story. Until we had nothing left ; Last wishes ; A supporter, not a savior ; Afterword from the National Alliance of Mental Illness.